Back at my old school, in the place where I grew up, where I experienced the true definition of life, where I forgot, where I knew everything. It was the place of hope for me, a young child that grew in a tough life. You can't sugarcoat everything. Everyone cries, and everyone needs an output, friends, they are the my first output of feelings and pain , but sometimes, the feeling of satisfaction when I say my problems to them weren't enough for me to finally say that 'everything is okay' even when it's not, you know that feeling the feeling that everything will be okay because a person already knows it, and he/ she might find a way.
After saying to myself that the feelings weren't enough, I don't know who will be my output, yes, I've told problems, and shared it to God but, I cannot deny that I sometimes forget him. One day, I was not feeling good, some problem is on me that day, it was in the late afternoon.I just practically slumped in the open field of our school and looked up, stared at the clouds, the feeling was the only one I can rely on to, I just lied down there and thought,I was practically solving my problems, and I was relaxed. I finally knew the way to solve it. To solve it myself, because sometimes it's only yourself you can rely on to.
And it has been my habit to look up the sky when I woke up on the wrong side of the of the bed.
Drunk by Ed Sheeran should be totally be the jam of my day. haha
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