Police everywhere.

Justice nowhere.

Friends

Everyone had a friend in their entire life. Those people who saw you , down through your core, it can be anyone , or even anything. It might be your dog, your mom , your seatmate, your neighbor, your sister, your soul sister, your boyfriend, your girlfriend, your pillow, your blog, your computer, your couch , your bed, the window, the rain , the newscaster, the dead, and who else ? Well, everyone knows the answer. It's you.


I had the best people ever, those people who understand me , care , love , and what else ? They knew me.

They formed me, created me, and turned me into this, a couch potato shit here, typing on my laptop, a melodramatic chick who likes to hide in the curtains and stare in the windows and pretend to capture the memories.

I wanna feel them with me again , I want to hug them so bad and tell them the words I haven't said yet. Tell them that they deserve more than me.

Tell them that I love them too.
Tell them, I'll always be there.


But can my promises really do the job ?

Indirectly Yours

I was quite the dramatic bitch for the past days and I found the right songs (maybe) to describe  myself right now. I kind of feel out of place due to my self problems, I've lost one of my close friends due to an unknown urge to leave things that haven't returned to favor of caring me back. Maybe Bad Decisions make Good Stories, though.

Here, I dropped you a playlist to fill up my absence. Damn my long absence.

Oddly Attractive from starsinneverland on 8tracks Radio.

Announcement

SUP GUYS. soooo, I've been talking about the featuring thingie or what, so since I brought that up, here's the cake then. haha

I know that my blog is not so famous , and I'm actually posting for no one , no I mean I'm actually posting for myself hehe, so here we go.

To first clear things up, eh, I'm not a fashion blogger or what , but on the contrary, I LOVE CLOTHES! hahaha I'm a great fan of clothes to be exact, it's actually next to my love for Cher Lloyd haha.

I can feature , Music, Food (YESH) , Fashion, Travel (i don't even travel),Bloggers, Self Sentiments, Rants ( OH FUCKING YES RANTS) , and I'm really open to share things to you guyss. hohohoho 

buh bye

this is a real short post, (this is just a filler actually)

Photo-Diary

and noooow, since it's almost 2 am and I need some sleep (lol) I'm ending this photo diary, I might do some more next time :3

love and lots of sleep,

Shaina

Death to Drawings

So, I've been scrolling through deviant art at 1:00 am and I just found some AMAZAYN One Direction drawings. Real awesome, the title is heck perfect for this hahaha

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btw, this  one is charcoal , I swear at first I thought it was photoshop , but meh. It's not at all!

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 Eyes Of One Direction

THEIR EYES ARE FREAKING AWESOME I CAn't

(let's wait until I finish fangirling)

HOLD ME NOW.

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Louis looks hot here hold meh

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NOW HOLD ME REALLY STILL BECAUSE I'M HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE LOOKING AT THE PERFECTION OF NIALL HERE.

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urgjfeebfykacjsedrdbyhksjlkhiy I ACTUALLY SEARCHED FOR PERRIE EDWARDS AND I SAW PERFECTION, SEARCH BARS ARE NOT ACCURATE.

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A SCREAMIN' LOUIS IS ON THE WAY BUT OMFG HIS EYES ARE KILLING MEH

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and lastly , an Ed Sheeran art  :)

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I had an actual epic time while searching for this stuffs, some humans are really beyond talent , I swear I'll kill for that kind of talent (but I'll murder everyone to just get Perrie's voice haha). But I'm not the multi-talented chick down the street, I may be the weirdest friend, but in terms of talent, I have nothing to give at all (maybe taking photos are). So I just enjoyed searching for this stuffs, and here I am I'd love to share it to you guys. AND yeah, if ever I'll found some great things, I will not hesitate to feature it here, and you can also message me for great things to feature, I'd looooooove to fill up my blog now . haha 

GEEZ guys, summer here in the Philippines is ending, this means, I'll be on hiatus (A LOT) since I am a kind of person that focuses on my studies hehe.

BYEYYEYEYEYEYEYE

The Cloud Therapy

 Back at my old school, in the place where I grew up, where I experienced the true definition of life, where I forgot, where I knew everything. It was the place of hope for me, a young child that grew in a tough life. You can't sugarcoat everything. Everyone cries, and everyone needs an output, friends, they are the my first output of feelings and pain , but sometimes, the feeling of satisfaction when I say my problems to them weren't enough for me to finally say that 'everything is okay' even when it's not, you know that feeling the feeling that everything will be okay because a person already knows it, and he/ she might find a way.


  After saying to myself that the feelings weren't enough, I don't know who will be my output, yes, I've told problems, and shared it to God but, I cannot deny that I sometimes forget him.  One day, I was not feeling good, some problem is on me that day, it was in the late afternoon.I just practically slumped in the open field of our school and looked up, stared at the clouds, the feeling was the only one I can rely on to, I just lied down there and thought,I was practically solving my problems, and I was relaxed. I finally knew the way to solve it. To solve it myself, because sometimes it's only yourself you can rely on to. 

         And it has been my habit to look up the sky  when I woke up on the wrong side of the of the bed.

Drunk by Ed Sheeran should be totally be the jam of my day. haha

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